Actually we made it 2 days ago, but as you can imagine, we've been busy.
Our current "living room," chilling & watching a movie |
Now it feels okay, but there have been some hard moments. Like when we looked at the 20 foot moving van and said "We can not fit everything in that!!"
Then, after we drove for two days and opened up said truck and said "We can not get all that out!"
When we finally got it all out, and piled in a lump in the middle of our new home, my thought was "We are crazy. What made me think we could do this? We should have just gotten a house and been normal! How do we get ourselves into these things?"
But... then there were other moments. Walking to the park with the kids and playing. Watching Evelyn look around the things the church left like an explorer to a new world.
And my exploring an old book I found with all the church business beginning with its founding meeting in 1920. There are records of the church board meetings, tithing records (through the Great Depression), membership records and even a baptism list.
Sticky-noted was a page where the board decided to build a new church because their old one was burned down. They got the land by trading their lot for 4 lots one of their member's owned.
I intend to scan all the pages, and then see if the local genealogical society wants the book. For me, the best part is that my grandfather's father was the same denomination this church was back in the day.
My grandpa would always say he was so glad when his dad became Christian because then he got Sundays off. I miss his humor these days, and his strong back and broad shoulders.
This adventure is crazy so far. Moments may be crazy or overwhelming. But I am glad we are here.
Strangely, I keep thinking of a quote "Called to fight, asked to yield. Like any true warrior, under his general's orders." (T. L. Higley). I can not and am not supposed to do this under my own steam. I have to step out in faith, but then fall back on God. So my first lesson I get to really internalize from this is I CAN"T DO THIS, AND THAT'S OK.
Ahh Suzanne! I was so glad to read this. I know your feeling when you say there are "moments" sometimes good, sometimes doubtful, but we know we have a purpose where we're at. That's the best feeling! Tell Miss Evie I said hello! Can't wait to read more. Good luck setting up and organizing. :)
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